my letter to the insane clown posse.

Dearest shaggy 2 dope and violent j, Whatup ninjas? I know you two muthafackoos don't know me, im just a random lette from northeastern pa.. but, we need to talk. first of all, please know that I love you and all of Psychopathic records. You guys and twiztid especially have saved my life, honestly. I don't know where I would be without you and my juggalo fam.. (Whoopwhoop!)I've been part of the family for the past almost eight years of my life, and I would never take it back.. I'll be down until the day I die. With that being said, what the hell are you guys doing? Why are you even considering starring in a reality tv show? After saying you. Would never play a festival you do? What the piss is up with all these richies claiming they are down? Are you forgetting the promise to always keep it underground? Are you forgetting about all the los and lettes that keep it wicked 24/7? Is it really all about the money now? I just want you to know that you're breaking my heart. Really. I'll always be down, but, please don't expect my support on any of these issues. Please remember the juggalos. Real los don't want any of this. We don't want to be "understood"(I don't think that you can really define a juggalo, we all have different interests and love each other for what we are)..remember that we love you guys for what you are, we love the underground. We love the wicked shit. Stop the madness. mmfwcl, 2 whoops, Cemetery baby A lette for life.

Love: does it make everyone else want to vomit?

Hey everyone! Sorry its been awhile.. with work and three "babies" (my dogs Zophillia and Hektic, and cat Sugawolf ), it gets a little loony around the old batcave sometimes. Anywho, im back and in action! (Applause cards now please:)) so, over the weekend I went to see my fiance.. and whenever I see him,talk to him, or even think about him I get this feeling that I need to vomit all over everything everywhere.but in a good way. Im assuming that gut wrentching feeling is what we like to call "love". This has been my life for about the past 8 years. No, we haven't been together that long.. but this has been happening since the first time I ever laid eyes on him. We have been together for about seven months now, five of which we've been engaged.. and still, I get sick to my stomach when I think about him. I've never felt such a way about anyone else.. and I've even been engaged before. I think about him almost all day everyday ..when he calls me I go into a panic that my phone wont let me answer.. I check my mailbox almost every ten minutes in the time frame that my mailman usually comes.. and I just cannot wait for him to be here with me. Does anyone else feel this way? Am I the only one out there who gets a pit in my stomach when I think about the love of my life? Am I losing it? Does this vomit feeling tell me I really do love him? Will it go away?

yaayyy, turkey day

What's going on? Yes, today is the day of thanks and such.. I made the voyage to my parents house, saw my grandmother and had some cookies (the usual) and now I'm home to relax before my 16 hour shift.. (oh the joys of being an adult haha).. I guess my purpose of blogging today is to discuss how families act towards one another on these "special"occasions.. does everyone argue and get annoyed with each other? Do most people get along? Usually on every single get together in my family someone has to argue. Today is a fine example of that. I want to punch my cousin in his face.. I love him dearly, but right now.. he has me heated.. I left my parents to go see my grandfather with him, and once im almost home (to drop my darling dog off) he calls me to say he's going later. I missed out on chocolate pie for nothing! This is a great atrocity! I love chocolate pie! I could go the rest of my life without eating turkey! I don't even really like it! I have plans of preparing a nice ham dinner in my house once I have a family! And, I was really excited to see my grandfather .. I would have went on my own, but honestly the plan was so last mintue I would have been running around like a lunatic, and probably would have only seen him for ten mintues. anyway, enough of that.. how do the dynamics of your holidays go? Or anI the only one that is related to psychopaths? Let a girl know:)

meh..

Goodmorning guys:) yes, I'm a later sleeper, but, I work a later shift,and I think that the amount of. Extra shifts I work allows me to do so..
Well, to get to the point I guess, I just got out of bed a few minutes ago, and I had a few things planned for today.. Number one, I wanted to go see my grandfather, he just had surgery, and he's okay, I just want to show him some love.. you know? The second main thing I wanted to accomplish with my free morning was grocery shopping.. I really should have gone a week ago, I've just been working so much, I haven't had time.. But, today, I absolutely had time.. I was just too tired to get out of my bed. I was even woken up, twice. I could not muster the ambition to crawl into the kitchen and make my coffee.. that kind of upsets me..
I'm doing the overtime so I can afford to eat, but don't have the ambition to buy the food. Great.
Luckily I had a meal cooked for the 16 hour shift I did yesterday ..to top that off, im doing another one tomorrow! I'll buy food eventually .. hello.

Well hello there..

hello there muthafackoos.. .) im still in the process of getting used to all this hitech nonsense, so please bear with a girl.. yeah, i might be the only girl in her twenties that doesnt really know how to use a computer.. let alone trying to do all of this on her phone.. so, eventually, i will figure this out, and ill have more expression in my posts.. my keyboard isnt letting me use anything besides periods.. im sure this sounds so monotone.. i might be paranoid, but i swear i feel some type of way about it.. haha well, until i get this down, wish me luck